A lot can change if you give it time. Seven months ago, I stood on a beach in Mexico, looking out onto the vast ocean. I remember wanting to feel hopeful after enduring flare-up after flare-up of neuromyelitis optica spectrum disorder (NMOSD), and yet also wondering if it’d just…
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Note: This column describes the author’s own experiences with acupuncture for pain management. Not everyone will have the same response to the practice. Consult your doctor before starting or stopping a therapy. It’d been 14 years since I lay on a table, acupuncture needles gently placed along meridians meant to…
In the last year, I’ve gone from battle to battle, surviving one attack after another of neuromyelitis optica spectrum disorder (NMOSD). I didn’t have time to figure out how all of this made me feel. Instead, I focused on work, the closest thing I have to normal, and put…
There’s a lot of things that people don’t see about me. I deal with fatigue, pain, and other unpredictable symptoms that come with having neuromyelitis optica spectrum disorder (NMOSD). Even the simplest tasks can require monumental effort to complete. That’s why “bed rotting,” as it’s called, has become an…
Last weekend, my older brother and I took a sibling getaway to Tampa, Florida, for his birthday, something we’d never done before. I was excited for the chance to connect with him, but with only three days, we had to be strategic about fitting in all of the activities. Due…
Wouldn’t it be nice to glide into the holiday season with everything checked off your to-do list? Every year, I set out with the best intentions to start my Christmas shopping early, write heartfelt holiday cards, and take care of mundane details like ordering a turkey from my local butcher…
Throughout my journey with neuromyelitis optica spectrum disorder (NMOSD), I’ve often overlooked the importance of maintaining good vein health. Because of that, I’ve paid the price by having far too many difficult days. While we might not think about our veins until there’s an issue, they perform essential functions…
Sometimes I stand in the shower, and time just slips by. I numbly run my fingers through my thick hair, and I’m immediately brought back to reality by the chunk of hair in my hand. Hair loss can be a side effect of several medications, including prednisone,…
I hit harder than NMOSD ever can
Do you ever feel like the punches keep coming? Living with neuromyelitis optica spectrum disorder (NMOSD) can sometimes feel a lot like that. I’m a boxer, stuck in a corner with no way to avoid those vicious and cruel punches landing square in the face. Life, especially one with…
I’m a prolific list-builder, and there should be a support group for people like me. From grocery lists to bucket lists, from daily to-dos to long-term goals, I have a list for nearly everything. Some might see my habit as overkill, but it’s a way of life for me. If…