I’m Tired of Being Judged for Using a Disabled Parking Permit

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by Mileidys Almaguer Iniguez |

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If I asked a random person on the street if they think I have a disability, their answer would probably be no.

However, one of the effects of my latest neuromyelitis optica (NMO) attack is that I do not entirely feel my legs. Additionally, I can’t walk long distances. I am sensitive to heat and cold. On a cold or hot day, my body can’t adjust to the temperature. Therefore, my mobility decreases and my pain increases. It feels like I’m dragging a prisoner’s shackle ball.

Dealing with these NMO symptoms can be challenging, but it’s even more challenging when others judge me because they can’t see that I have a disability.

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A perfect example is when I’m judged for using a disabled parking permit. My doctor understands my struggle and recommended one. The permit allows me to park in designated areas that are close to the places I need to go.

I use it only when necessary, for two main reasons: I prefer to leave the parking space for people who have more limited mobility than me, and I do not want to deal with judgment and looks when I park in these spaces. But I do not see anything wrong with parking in a disabled parking space when several are available.

I have had two unpleasant experiences parking in these designated spaces. One incident was in a local church parking lot. I had been discharged from the hospital two days earlier. It was a hot summer day, and I needed to walk holding my husband’s arm. Anyone could see that I was walking with difficulty.

That day, I used my permit to park in a disabled parking spot. A parking ministry volunteer asked me why I had parked where I did. Her job was to help churchgoers park. I politely explained that my permit gave me permission to park there. She responded that I looked healthier than her. Her statement was very offensive, but I decided to ignore it.

The other unpleasant experience happened while I was conducting a home visit in an apartment complex in another state. There were three disabled parking spaces in the visitors’ section, and I parked in one of them. It was pretty cold, and I was having a hard time walking. Upon exiting my car, a woman yelled at me from an apartment window, insisting I couldn’t park there. I told her it was a visitor’s parking spot, and I had a disabled parking permit. She didn’t believe me.

So, I parked two blocks away. I was working and didn’t want any problems with other residents of the apartment complex. I didn’t have time to argue, either. As a result, I was late for the home visit because the severely cold weather forced me to walk more slowly than I was used to. I barely made it.

When I finished the home visit, I ran into someone who worked at the apartment complex’s office. I asked him if it was OK for me to park in a disabled visitor’s parking space with my disabled parking permit. He looked at me like I was asking something obvious. He just replied “yes” without questioning me for a second.

I wonder why people with invisible disabilities have to go through these situations. Do we need to wear a cast or display visible lesions to convince people that we have a disability?

I propose three possible solutions to avoid experiences like mine with presumptuous people: One, walk around with our MRI records to show them where our lesions are. Two, carry around special glasses with X-ray vision that allow them to see through our bodies. Three, offer them an on-the-spot lecture about invisible disability.


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